yup.

Its been forever since i blogged. Pathetic. I'm down to about 133. I've been staying around there the past few weeks. Alots been going on. I finally realized i have no idea what i'm going to do with my life. Yeah i wanna be a doctor, but then i got my transcript back today. my overall gpa is a fucking 2.677. thats a B-. thats not going to get me into colleges. Yeah, last year was bad but i'm just making excuses. truth is, im a fat. lazy. undeserving person. undeserving of everything that life has to offer. undeserving of my family, undeserving of my girlfriend, undeserving of my friends, which i've began to lose already anyways. for my birthday i asked for a membership to the ymca, yayy :] so hopefully i get that instead. its under $20 i think. cuz i'm still a student. anywho, enough rambling for now. birthday on the 19th. i 'm gonna be 17 :]] yayyyyy.