Epic Fail

Sorry its been a while.. finals. i haven't had time for anything but. they lost ALL my grades, the entire school system shut down. and the idiots of the school board cant get them back. i mean seriously? who puts the back up... ON THE SAME SYSTEM?!?!?!?! hellooo?? somebody forgot their wheaties. hah.

i've maintained my weight at 133. with finals and all i have to eat. but i'm starting a new ritual. i need a routiene. soo i've come up with.. wake up, weigh in, coffee, school, no lunch, get home, sleep until supper (which im forced to eat) CONTROL MYSELF DURING THAT SUPPER!!.. homework, then my pilates dvd :D yaya! i love that thing its so fun. then shower, then bed. i'm going to try to limit my weighing to once a day, in the morning so i dont freak myself out like i usually do. i've been under so much stress. its insane.
i missed you guys!!
xx